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Happy New Year Peeps~! *throws confetti*

Jan. 1st, 2014 | 06:46 pm
mood: happy happy

Wish you a Happy New Year,
With Dreams to reach,
Love to attain,
And Life to live as best we can.
..And Fun all year round...

With Love & Respect,
~ Yuu iciviuja hikaru <3

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Aug. 8th, 2010 | 06:57 am
location: bilik
mood: predatory predatory
music: BoA - Girl In The Mirror

OOokay.. i need to start managing my lj again.. hah! i was around everywhere else and i kinda left this one be for a bit tad too long it seems. i've even forgotten my password. kiish! but anyway, i've changed the pw and need to start typing again and post stuff. thought of posting only poems or writings in here. we'll see. oh! and i know, no one really reads my entries here, but whatever. i need to do things more for myself then.

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Mar. 26th, 2009 | 03:05 pm
mood: shocked shocked
music: BoA - Hypnotic Dancefloor

OMFG!!! Miyavi got MARRIED!!!!!!! MY pretty boy got MARRIED??! The ORESAMA????? and to MELODY! OMGOMGOMG how come i knew nothing about this??????? aaarrgghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew that she put on hold of her music career but but!! aaarrrggghhhh!!!!! miyavi???? MY MYV?????!! well i love both of them but still! i really didn't see this coming! such a random couple! no wonder miyavi's english is way better nowadays! damn he got a girl to teach him all that! but ah both are so lucky cuz both are so pretty! and now suddenly heard that she's pregnant..! *BIGSIGH* i'm so shocked but hellishly excited! extremely couldn't wait to see the love child..^__^ oh the baby's gonna look sooo damn effing beautiful! and they'll teach the baby at least 3 languages!! YAY! and haha! among all of SKIN members, the youngest got married first. lol!

hmmn, speaking of marriage aNd SKIN, I always thought that if Gackt to marry Ayu (Hamasaki Ayumi) I'll be really happy. The King of Rock (well, not really a king but... you know what i mean) and the Queen of Pop (kinda). They're such good friends btw, and the way how they talked really resembles each other. as well as their songs.. i mean, the way how they write the lyrics. so deep with twisting words here and there, purely them. So i really like it. The randomness of really beautiful couple from different world. ^^

oh, got the news from here btw..

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naeui saengil, oneul.

Nov. 1st, 2008 | 04:45 am
location: in the middle of Heaven and Hell
mood: NG

It's my birthday, today. I'm excited but quite sad. Excited with all the plans that i have for today but sad that I'm getting older. How I wish that I could stay 20 forever. It's the age that puts you in the adult category but yet still young enough to be immature and act childishly without worrying much about anything. I'm happy with who I am today. I'm satisfied with my life now. Maybe because I have maturely accepted my fate and fully adapt to every situation that I have to face on everyday basis eventhough I might still have nothing to be proud of. Nothing to be compared to all those around me, especially my own family members. But then again, that's what life is all about. There's those who, who just have everything since they were born. And there's those who, who had to work so hard in their life to gain something and get good results in the end - the sweetness of victory and sweat. But there's also those of who, no matter what they do, no matter how hard they try, they will still fail. And I'm one of them. Do I give up just because I'm one of the unfortunate ones? No. Do I want to continue suffering in my everyday life? No. Then what should I do if I do not want any of those ends and continue living? Do you have the answer for me? Can you answer it for me?

I'm really tired and I want to stop all the madness. So I calm myself with prayers or just anything that can kidnap my mind out of it, even just for a while. But the more I depend on it, the deeper I fall to the darkness. And time flies so quickly, shaking me, as I suddenly realized that I'm not that kid with dreams anymore. I am now a grown woman who has tried hard in this life but ended up with nothing in both of my hands. And the soil that my feet are standing on is not even mine. Eventhough this land accepts me, it still not mine. And no where else will accepts me. Not this ugly self with too many pains to bear. Not this unfortunate self with too many pathetic destiny in the past. Not this self that has nothing to give.

But do I feel pity for myself? No. Do I want people to pity me then? a BIG No. But I'm satisfied with my life eventhough life sucks? Yes. Why? Because I've found the meaning in my life now though there's only one, that Death is awaiting for you no matter how you live.. and that no matter how successful you are in this life, it still won't guarantee you of Heaven once you die. So no matter how sucks my life is, once I die I'll still be in the same group as anyone who had success in this life and face the same thing that everyone will had to go through once they die.

Death to me will be the biggest exam ever as Heaven is the destination that I want for myself. And this Life is the education that I need to learn and study well for me to be able to answer all questions that will come once I die. I want to be able to succeed there, in the afterlife, rather than here as Life will be meaningless if all these years with pain that I had to go through will only resulting me in Hell.

But I'm alone. I'm too alone in this journey and sometimes it's making me crazy. I need somebody to teach me, to preach me, to make me learn everything that I need in a positive way. Sometimes I'm too focus on other things and it made me swayed away from my stands. And once I wake up, the time has traveled so much and I've lost a day. Another day gone by without anything fulfilled. Another day gone by without any gains.

Sometimes I wonder how much more can I take. Sometimes I wonder how much longer can I live. And I wonder that when everything's end, will it ends right for me, or will it be a 180 degree turn with everything's being totally negative and different from what I'm hoping for..?

I burn. And it scares me. Life, Death, Dreams. Everything.


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Younha's Someday album.

Sep. 5th, 2008 | 11:20 am
location: Seoul
mood: content content
music: Younha - My Song and...

a nice album. i enjoyed listening to the whole album. really love how she sings and the way she conducted her voice. the rockish songs are really good. it just puts you in a good mood. but my fave is the 13th number, "My Song and..." (click to download), it's all in English. and her English is really good! kinda surprised me. cuz i never heard her speaking English, so when i was listening to this song and her pronunciations are all good... and understandable.. I'm just happy haha!

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Please rate me.. ^_^

Aug. 18th, 2008 | 02:08 pm
location: heya'ssu
music: Wonder Girls - Tell Me (merged)

Just click on pictures.

Super Junior

Big Bang


Johnny's Entertainment

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kucingku hilang

Apr. 18th, 2008 | 02:11 pm
mood: extremely sad

kucingku hilang
sudah tiga hari tak jumpa
makan pun sudah tak lalu
tidur pun tak lena

tiap-tiap hari bukak tingkap
pandang kiri pandang kanan
tarak nampak pon mana sudah pigi
bunyi suara pon tarak sudah nampak

aku sedih
kucingku sudah hilang tiga hari
cari seluruh kampung pon tak jumpa
tanya neighbour dia kata sudah kena makan dek anjing liar

aku sedih
makan pon tak boleh tidur pon tak boleh
mimpi pun terngiang-ngiang nampak kucing
dari enam ekor sekarang hanya tinggal lima

aku sangat sedih.

- fyi, if anyone can remember, it's the one yang ader sebintik warna putih kat telinga masa kecik2 dulu. mom doted her so much and last sunday kami bertiga - mom, me and rabbit janggeunsuk (nama dia - korean. panggil bit or rabbit), jalan2 petang tuh naik kereta... it was one of the nicest moments that we've shared so far... so i was really sad when dia tetiba hilang a day after. and even sadder know bila tadi mak cakap ustazah kata nampak malam yang dia hilang tuh, anjing liar makan kucing. and mak abah pon ader dengar macam anjing masuk kawasan rumah that night - sangat bising they said. few hours before mak abah dengar pasal anjing tuh, i was out finding her jalan keliling satu rumah but she was no where to be seen, or heard. first time dia tak datang when i call out to her. so i was really worried sebab yang dua ekor lagi kembar dia dah masuk. and they were always bertiga mana pon. tidur pon himpap2 tiga sekali - bulat jer.. panjat tingkap aku pon tiga2 sekali naik.. i am somehow still hoping for her to muncul kat tingkap tiba2.. eventhough that tiny little hope is fading away.. tingkap pon dah tiga hari tak tutup. but izzit because i've been taking them pictures all the time? mom once said to me "tak elok tangkap gambar kucing nanti kucing cepat mati/hilang." and she said it based on her own experience that she said that. kalau ingat2 balik, kelabu ngan gapinno pon case hilang after pictures were taken. tapi jantan kalau hilang most probably they were finding a place to own. but kucing betina dia tak lari dari asal tempat unless if owners buang them. and to have wild dogs eating them.....dah lah tak sampai setahun umur dia.. ah sedih ah.. sedih sangatz! rase cam nak snipe jer those wild stupid beasty dogs right now!! bastards!!!!!

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Korea To Get Its Own Version Of Hana Yori Dango

Mar. 2nd, 2008 | 12:26 pm
mood: bored bored
music: Tommy heavenly6 - Always Somethin' New

Korea looks to prove that the third time really is a charm when they finally get their own version of 'Hana Yori Dango' sometime in 2008.

The popular Japanese manga was first adapted to the television screen in Taiwan through a drama called 'Meteor Garden'. The successes of 'Meteor Garden' prompted Japan to also adapt the manga to the small screen in 2005. It was so popular in its short initial run that they ended up making a sequel. Now, in 2008, Korea will finally get its shot at remaking the popular manga into a drama.

The Korean company in charge of the considerable task of producing the drama is Group Eight. Their previous works include the dramas 'Goong: Princess Hours' and 'Fantasy Couple'. Due to those aforementioned previous works, the announcement of Group Eight as the production company was met by high expectations and great anticipation by fans.

The Korean version of 'Hana Yori Dango' is set to be 24 episodes at 70 minutes each. The tentative television premiere date is said to be sometime in the latter stages of 2008. [more]

source : allkpop

I hope the title is different than just plain 'hana yori dango'. And I hope the main four casts are at least among "the top most gorgeous beautiful idols in Korea"

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Hey! Say! JUMP members co-star in drama special

Mar. 2nd, 2008 | 12:19 pm

Hey! Say! JUMP members Yuto Nakajima, Ryosuke Yamada, Yuri Chinen, and Daiki Arioka will co-star in an NTV drama special this April, titled "Sensei wa Erai!"

Nakajima, Chinen, and Arioka play three useless students at a public junior high school. At first, they find their homeroom teacher dull and bothersome, but an incident leads them to take a liking to him. Along with their former classmate (Yamada) who now attends a private school, the students unite to transform their teacher into a respectable guy.

The actor playing the teacher has not yet been revealed. Filming will start in mid-March, with broadcast planned for an unspecified date in April.

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Oguri Shun narrates NTV documentary

Feb. 29th, 2008 | 09:10 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted

Actor Shun Oguri will narrate a television documentary for the first time next month.

The documentary focuses on a 1991 incident in the Meili Xueshan mountain range in China. 17 members of Kyoto University's Academic Alpine Club attempted to climb one of the peaks, but an avalanche killed the entire team. With 16 of the bodies found so far, photographer Naoyuki Kobayashi returns to the mountain every year in search of the final climber.

NTV is airing the program on March 2.

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